I don't know whats happening to me.
Being a programmer is my long cherished dream. I have been struggling since last 4.5 years to get a programmer's job. I have done lot of small projects and scripts in perl, PHP, C,
JAVA but still I couldn't get a job as a programmer. My present work experience is in technical support and that is the biggest obstacle in my way to get a programmer's job. Because I am tech support engg, I am not considered fit for a programmer's job even though I can program well.
Due to this frustration, I have started loosing interest in programming and may be that is the reason why I am feeling studying for SCJP is boring.
Days are very bad for me and if this prevails, I am afraid I wouldn't be able to achieve anything in my life.