I've had so many lows so far in my life that although now, everything is good, I can neither trust that they are real, or that they will last. Lows which come to my mind right away: My dad losing his job during the time when we needed it the most. My family struggling like crazy to stay afloat in a terrible financial crunch. Watching my parents get weaker and weaker due to such circumstances. My brother not being able to find a job for 8 months although he had a masters in computer science. My bad relationships, my bad scores due to all the shit in my life... God! Amazing how things are now when so much has happened already.